This was how it was a few years ago; surrounded by music, playing and performing, or just having fun with it. I have missed this. And as a reminder to myself, I decided to make this collage, a reminder that music will always be a part of me, no matter how I deny it, no matter how much I say that I will never be good at it. And I know I’m wrong. I am just scared, always have been. Thus, the detours and pit stop in my life. It’s not that I don’t know what I want, it’s just that I am too scared to keep going in my journey, and if I do have what it takes to finish it. I felt like I have never finished anything in my life. But then…
…seems petty, but this is the end of this writing challenge that I have started initially with JR (March 2014) and continued on with Stef (January 2015). So, I finally finished this. I actually finished a writing challenge! So I can finish something. Timely because the year is also ending.
You can say this is a commemoration of sorts. More so now that I have planned on finishing my musical journey, if you know what I mean.
Come 2017. Come at me. I WILL FIGHT YOU.